We drive up to the center of Beijing, hop out of the car and wait for the clients. When the client arrives- casting starts straight on the street! A crowd gathered to watch us pose and everyone starts freaking out and complaining. They told us the shoot was for the building behind us which was not even finished being built! (do you see the big statue of the famous basketball player? Nike)
You think we are practicing our posture. It's not us practicing our runway walk. Guess again? Our books not only help us to get jobs, they also provide protection from wind, sun, rain, and you can even pull a ninja move and hit annoying man with it (best use)! Our livelyhood and our protector, the model book is the modern day high tech gadget for super power international working girls!
Some days the things that side blind you, that you never expected to happen hit you so hard in the head and heart that all you wanna do it lay down and die. And still the Earth turns, the sun rises, you have to go on castings, meet people, smile, take shade, and pray for mercy. Why does the heart feel? What makes it have that energetic pull? Why when you find happiness does it leave you alone? That's life is what my friend says. Happiness comes, happiness goes. We just have to navigate the waters of the mind. Happiness is what happens, is what my yogi says. When will it return to me, my happiness, my love, the sweet things in life we just have to absorb them and enjoy them for how long they last. And when they have finished let them die. This is this world. But more than anything i want off this wheel of samsara. Birth life death. Some say it's a gift. Some say it's an evolution. My friend says you have to learn from it. I'm learning. Sometimes you sacrifice the most dear thing to you on the altar of achievement to win something greater than just yourself. It's the only thing that keeps me hanging on. My yogi says everything happens for a reason and for our highest good. I wanna believe it but then why are there so many movies about missed chances? I believe in love and nothing will make me change that. People say i'm stupid to sacrifice every career thing for it but the truth is if babies don't get love, they die. We need this love energy like food. If you find something that can give it to you, you will have so much energy. I used to think my computer and my phone were my happiness. My snowboard. One day my friend said, but anina, those things can not love you. I did not understand at the time that it was not those things, it was the people they ported me to, connected me with, tied me to. I watched this movie, into the wild, and i understood what he found at the end- love has to be shared. At least he got it in the end. I hope these things will pass quickly inside me and that i'll be able to feel the sun shine of love again in my every cell...i'd still walk through fire for that feeling. If anyone's got some extra energy, could you think of me and send some over. I'm hurting.
Some days the things that side blind you, that you never expected to happen hit you so hard in the head and heart that all you wanna do it lay down and die. And still the Earth turns, the sun rises, you have to go on castings, meet people, smile, take shade, and pray for mercy. Why does the heart feel? What makes it have that energetic pull? Why when you find happiness does it leave you alone? That's life is what my friend says. Happiness comes, happiness goes. We just have to navigate the waters of the mind. Happiness is what happens, is what my yogi says. When will it return to me, my happiness, my love, the sweet things in life we just have to absorb them and enjoy them for how long they last. And when they have finished let them die. This is this world. But more than anything i want off this wheel of samsara. Birth life death. Some say it's a gift. Some say it's an evolution. My friend says you have to learn from it. I'm learning. Sometimes you sacrifice the most dear thing to you on the altar of achievement to win something greater than just yourself. It's the only thing that keeps me hanging on. My yogi says everything happens for a reason and for our highest good. I wanna believe it but then why are there so many movies about missed chances? I believe in love and nothing will make me change that. People say i'm stupid to sacrifice every career thing for it but the truth is if babies don't get love, they die. We need this love energy like food. If you find something that can give it to you, you will have so much energy. I used to think my computer and my phone were my happiness. My snowboard. One day my friend said, but anina, those things can not love you. I did not understand at the time that it was not those things, it was the people they ported me to, connected me with, tied me to. I watched this movie, into the wild, and i understood what he found at the end- love has to be shared. At least he got it in the end. I hope these things will pass quickly inside me and that i'll be able to feel the sun shine of love again in my every cell...i'd still walk through fire for that feeling.
Tonight I've been invited to the Finale of the China International Youth Arts Festival 2008 by Brian Gale (www.networkclub.com). Tonight in the Great Hall, the place in Beijing where all the decisions in China (like congress), many well known Chinese Musicians are gathering to give a concert to kick off the Olympics. Li Guy, Wu Tong, Liu Yizhen, Li Yugang, Zu Hai, YiRenZhiZao, Chen Sisi, Qi Quin, QuBiAhWu,Ren Luyu, and more. Let's see what they have to sing. . .
A lot of photoshoots in China are very elaborate, using big sets, lots of props, sand, salt, and even snow. yesterday's shoot had me climbing on rocks, standing in water, jumping on ice, and lying in the snow. As a model you sure get your workout. Wind, snow machine, and more, be prepared to teleport to every location in the world.
Yesterday i did a shoot for IFA, a french fashion school located in Paris and near Shanghai. It was great to see all the hard work, and it was hard work to shoot one hundred looks. The photographer was from L'Officiel and one of my favorites in Beijing! This was a lotus flower caterpillar dress that i particularly loved.
So i had a big job yesterday with the same photographer of the day before. But the client said my hair was not red enough and they wanna put a wash in it for the shoot. So i went to the hair dresser to check it and i ended up crying because they made my hair fire engine red! I look like my friend's sofa! Then on the job, classic chinese, they only used it for one look and the other 2 photos were with black wig and blonde wig! All that for only one photo!
Today was a new experience as Mr. Jiang the photographer, had a totally different style to all the rest i have shot with. Normally in China they like it when you really pose catalog, but he does not want you to pose at all. I think he must go crazy in China with all the posing models here, so today he really liked shooting with me because I did exactly what he asked me to: be natural. He explains that the model should just move, and then he will catch you in the right way. In fact I was a bit suspicious, but in the end I checked the photos and they were beautiful. although he speaks no english, he's a charming guy and knows exactly what he wants. He's the guy in the grey t shirt by the way.